Saturday, September 17, 2011

Girl Talk: GET OVER YOURSELF, WHO CARES IF I HAVEN'T FIGURED ...

Girl Talk: GET OVER YOURSELF, WHO CARES IF I HAVEN'T FIGURED ...: Tweet I am independent, healthy, and kind. Who cares if I haven't figured out guy number one. This doesn't mean I am not ready to date, ...

GET OVER YOURSELF, WHO CARES IF I HAVEN'T FIGURED OUT GUY ONE?



I am independent, healthy, and kind. Who cares if I haven't figured out guy number one. This doesn't mean I am not ready to date, it means I am trying to figure it all out. Maybe I will meet Mr. Right along the way. Maybe I won't resolve what's going on with guy number one. Maybe, Maybe, Maybe. These are all part of an a process in my learning about myself. Maybe guy number one isn't interested in me. Maybe after meeting someone new, I realize guy number one isn't anything but a friend. I don't know the answers to these questions. I do know I am dating occasionally. I do not like dating very much! How do you find out who you like if you don't go through this process. Why do we have to put limitations on each other. Why can't you just let me be me and work my way through this. Why does it have to be black or white? I live in a gray area. I like gray, in fact, I love gray. Why do I have to decide right now who is right for me. Can't I just breathe a little and enjoy the ride?

Thursday, September 15, 2011

Girl Talk: Private Jet, hot guy, champagne..........Happy????...

Girl Talk: Private Jet, hot guy, champagne..........Happy????...: Tweet So a night with a great friend who is so very good looking, riding off in his private jet, drinking champagne until the sun comes up...

Girl Talk: Private Jet, hot guy, champagne..........Happy????...

Girl Talk: Private Jet, hot guy, champagne..........Happy????...: Tweet So a night with a great friend who is so very good looking, riding off in his private jet, drinking champagne until the sun comes up...

Private Jet, hot guy, champagne..........Happy????



So a night with a great friend who is so very good looking, riding off in his private jet, drinking champagne until the sun comes up. I'm really happy right? Well no actually, I spent the whole night with my head in his lap crying over someone else and circumstances that were heartbreaking. My thoughts were not remotely into my surroundings.

I love you so much friend that your able to comfort me and not judge. I am sorry that you have to watch me fall apart over someone else, I know I'm not being fair to you. I could search the world over and never find a friend as good as you are to me.

Is it fair to put a friend in this situation? Do we use or abuse the friendships? Or do we just think only of ourselves. This friend has picked me up off a bathroom floor after spending an entire two days laying there, throwing up over my ex. He comes when I call, he loves unconditionally. He is the greatest.

I cannot do anything for him that he doesn't have already. The only thing that brings joy to him from me is our fishing trips. I keep him entertained with my out of control laughing when we drink. He always says I am the only female he has seen fish in stilettos. Actually that was only once while on a trip. We had been out drinking way too much, and when we returned, fishing was what I wanted to do. He accomodated me with incredible patience. So thank you for coming to my beacon call. Your the greatest. I want to be grounded in one place, work, and retire. I have no desire to travel the world. I want to have a tree house and garden. I am so thankful to you for everything and yes here we go again with all these crazy emotional ups and downs.

My friends are so envious of my night with you, if only they knew how terrible boring and emotional our night really was.

I do know this won't be the last time I call you in distress, nor will this be the last time we have fun together. I am thankful for you my friend, I adore you and look forward to a fun time next outing.


Cheers,

Tuesday, September 13, 2011

Girl Talk: SIX INCH STILETTOS AND NAKED? IS THIS WHAT MEN LI...

Girl Talk: SIX INCH STILETTOS AND NAKED? IS THIS WHAT MEN LI...: Tweet SIX INCH STILETTOS AND NAKED? IS THIS WHAT MEN LIKE? So your out with your guy, your dressed up with 6" Stilettos, you look and feel...

Girl Talk: SIX INCH STILETTOS AND NAKED? IS THIS WHAT MEN LI...

Girl Talk: SIX INCH STILETTOS AND NAKED? IS THIS WHAT MEN LI...: Tweet SIX INCH STILETTOS AND NAKED? IS THIS WHAT MEN LIKE? So your out with your guy, your dressed up with 6" Stilettos, you look and feel...

SIX INCH STILETTOS AND NAKED? IS THIS WHAT MEN LIKE?


SIX INCH STILETTOS AND NAKED? IS THIS WHAT MEN LIKE?
So your out with your guy, your dressed up with 6" Stilettos, you look and feel very sexy. You see him loving the look. When you get home that night, you undress ready for sex, do you keep on the heels or not? I prefer to keep them on as nothing is sexier than a pair of super high heels. Do you hear me girls? Of course you know heels make your

Girl Talk: SIX INCH STILETTOS AND NAKED? IS THIS WHAT MEN LI...

Girl Talk: SIX INCH STILETTOS AND NAKED? IS THIS WHAT MEN LI...: Tweet SIX INCH STILETTOS AND NAKED? IS THIS WHAT MEN LIKE? So your out with your guy, your dressed up with 6" Stilettos, you look and feel...

SIX INCH STILETTOS AND NAKED? IS THIS WHAT MEN LIKE?


SIX INCH STILETTOS AND NAKED? IS THIS WHAT MEN LIKE?
So your out with your guy, your dressed up with 6" Stilettos, you look and feel very sexy. You see him loving the look. When you get home that night, you undress ready for sex, do you keep on the heels or not? I prefer to keep them on as nothing is sexier than a pair of super high heels. Do you hear me girls? Of course you know heels make your

Monday, September 12, 2011

Girl Talk: We've had two dates, do I break my rule and go for a third? Am I really that interested?

Girl Talk: We've had two dates, do I break my rule and go for a third? Am I really that interested?

Girl Talk: We've had two dates, do I break my rule and go fo...

Girl Talk: We've had two dates, do I break my rule and go fo...: Okay, we've had our second date and it went pretty good. Do I break my rule and go out with you a third time? You followed my guidelines p...

We've had two dates, do I break my rule and go for a third? Am I really that interested?

Okay, we've had our second date and it went pretty good. Do I break my rule and go out with you a third time? You followed my guidelines pretty well, must be reading my blog. I can't decide if I like you or not, there's a maybe. I just not sure the rule should be broken, I mean you didn't knock me off my feet, you didn't make me weak. However, your a great kisser and you slow dance very good. You didn't brag about your money or your career. You acted really interested in what I had to say. What to do? Do I say yes and lead you on, or do I say no and wonder what might have happened?

This is the part in dating that drives me freaking crazy. I'm not sure if I could be into you, however I didn't have a bad time. I did let you kiss me which is rare. Your attractive and kind. Your a very nice man. I believe women look for that wow factor when going out, we just want to be knocked off our feet. I feel like you'll know right away if your really interested. Do you settle for comfortable and safe or do you hold out for passionate and hot? I guess maybe I am looking for a bit of both. I want Comfortable, safe, passionate and hot. So I guess what I'm saying is, no I'm not going to break my rule. Thanks for Dinner and dancing, I just don't want to lead you on.

Saturday, September 10, 2011

Girl Talk: Baby I'm amazed, how can you make me weak in my kn...

Girl Talk: Baby I'm amazed, how can you make me weak in my kn...: My heart beats fast when I see your face Why do you come around this place? You tie my tongue in knots your calling all the shots You s...

Baby I'm amazed, how can you make me weak in my knees?

My heart beats fast when I see your face
Why do you come around this place?
You tie my tongue in knots
your calling all the shots

You say were just friends
why must you always pretend
you don't feel the same way
when you know you want to stay

You make me weak in my knees
you pretend you don't see
pushing back the feelings when you know
your just putting on a show

Its always so easy for you to pretend
our personalities will never blend
when you know in your heart
we adored each other from the start

Just give up your macho act
let's make a pact
to let our relationship grow
I promise to take it slow

Friday, September 9, 2011

Girl Talk: Billionaires response

Girl Talk: Billionaires response: Ker, This is how I feel about you! We have known each other for a very long time and spent lots of time together. Maybe you need someone...

Thursday, September 8, 2011

Billionaires response

Ker,

This is how I feel about you! We have known each other for a very long time and spent lots of time together. Maybe you need someone that can take care of you, you should just shop and travel. Your my best friend that's a girl. I miss our good times even though we have only been friends. You should really think about what I said. I can work on your list of behaviors I annoy you with. I miss you!!

I know this is one of your favorite songs, everytime I hear it, I think of you. I hope you enjoy the CD I sent you a few weeks ago.






I can feel your body
When I'm lying in bed
There's too much confusion
Going around through my head

And it makes me so angry
To know that the flame still burns
Why can't I get over?
When will I ever learn?

Old love, leave me alone
Old love, go on home


I can see your face
But I know that it's not real
It's just an illusion
Caused by how I used to feel

And it makes me so angry
To know that the flame will always burn
I'll never get over
I know now that I'll never learn

Eric Clapton
Old Love

Girl Talk: YOU MIGHT BE A BILLIONAIRE AND I MIGHT DATE YOU IF...

Girl Talk: YOU MIGHT BE A BILLIONAIRE AND I MIGHT DATE YOU IF...: You lose the Gucci loafers You stop trying to hit on waitresses when we're out to dinner You stop meddling in my friendships You st...

YOU MIGHT BE A BILLIONAIRE AND I MIGHT DATE YOU IF.................

You lose the Gucci loafers

You stop trying to hit on waitresses when we're out to dinner

You stop meddling in my friendships

You stop looking in the mirror every 5 minutes

You break up with all 7 girls you have in different Countries

You stop trying to buy my affection

You stop overdosing on Viagra trying to keep up with all the women your juggling

You stop climbing in my bedroom window late at night when I turn you down

You stop asking me out everyday

You grow up

You lose the mustache, its so not you

You start spending time with your kids

You stop trying to control me

You stop emailing my friends to find out information about me

Wednesday, September 7, 2011

Girl Talk: BEST FRIENDS WITH AN FBI AGENT, THAT'S WHAT OUR RELATIONSHIP FEELS LIKE

Girl Talk: BEST FRIENDS WITH AN FBI AGENT, THAT'S WHAT OUR RELATIONSHIP FEELS LIKE

Girl Talk: BEST FRIENDS WITH AN FBI AGENT, THAT'S WHAT OUR RELATIONSHIP FEELS LIKE

Girl Talk: BEST FRIENDS WITH AN FBI AGENT, THAT'S WHAT OUR RELATIONSHIP FEELS LIKE

Girl Talk: BEST FRIENDS WITH AN FBI AGENT, THAT'S WHAT OUR RE...

Girl Talk: BEST FRIENDS WITH AN FBI AGENT, THAT'S WHAT OUR RE...: Tweet Every nice gesture I do for my friend is always being questioned. Everytime I vary from my normal schedule I am questioned. I feel...

BEST FRIENDS WITH AN FBI AGENT, THAT'S WHAT OUR RELATIONSHIP FEELS LIKE



Every nice gesture I do for my friend is always being questioned. Everytime I vary from my normal schedule I am questioned. I feel like my best friend is an FBI agent. I swear, I cannot have peace at all. I give up as I cannot do anything right in his eyes. Always ulterior motives are suspected as if I say something nice or do something kind, I am expecting a marriage proposal. Nothing could be farther from the truth. I am worn out! I can no longer take it. I am always on pins and needles. Maybe I should just stay to myself in the future and be secluded. Who are you Nancy Drew?

Tuesday, September 6, 2011

Girl Talk: I called you a Jackass cause your so stubborn!!!!

Girl Talk: I called you a Jackass cause your so stubborn!!!!: On Sunday, me and Buddy had a HUGE fight. I was insensitive to his needs, however, he was so curious about where I was it became an all out ...

I called you a Jackass cause your so stubborn!!!!

On Sunday, me and Buddy had a HUGE fight. I was insensitive to his needs, however, he was so curious about where I was it became an all out fight. So we know that Buddy and I aren't dating and never have been. What rights do we have to intrude into each others lives? Am I allowed to ask who he is dating? Is he allowed to know where I am? Why are we so jealous of each others private lives? I find myself getting extremely angry at the thought of him dating someone else. He gets jealous of my dating, even though he would never admit to it. When we don't talk, I miss him. I really don't mind letting him know where I am because he is such a big part of my life. I just don't like being questioned as if I am at the police station being drilled by a detective. So my question is what are we to each other, and what limits are there on our friendship? So I say to Buddy, you are so stubborn, that's why I called you a Jackass. I am sorry to have hurt you.

Friday, September 2, 2011

Girl Talk: I AM HERE DOES ANYONE SEE ME? WHY IS IT ALL ABOUT YOU?

Girl Talk: I AM HERE DOES ANYONE SEE ME? WHY IS IT ALL ABOUT YOU?

Girl Talk: I AM HERE DOES ANYONE SEE ME? WHY IS IT ALL ABOUT...

Girl Talk: I AM HERE DOES ANYONE SEE ME? WHY IS IT ALL ABOUT...: Tweet I find myself often times forgetting about everyone but myself. This is rare though. I actually give a lot more than I receive. T...

I AM HERE DOES ANYONE SEE ME? WHY IS IT ALL ABOUT YOU?



I find myself often times forgetting about everyone but myself. This is rare though. I actually give a lot more than I receive. Today has been a totally frustrating day and I feel like screaming, am I important to you? Why does everything have to be about you and your issues? I would love for someone to ask me if I slept okay, if I'm feeling okay, or just show some kind of interest in knowing anything about my day, how things are going or just to ask if I'm okay today. I am going to try to ask anyone I have a conversation with today about themselves. I know how important this is to me, so I am going to give every effort I can to each individual I carry on a conversation with. Let us all try to be better listeners and less attention grabbers. Here is to everyone having a great family labor day weekend. Love each other and show compassion to everyone you encounter. If we all do this, what a great holiday it truly will be.


The Help

Thursday, September 1, 2011

Girl Talk: You know I'm faking it if....

Girl Talk: You know I'm faking it if....





Girl Talk: You know I'm faking it if....

Girl Talk: You know I'm faking it if....





Girl Talk: You know I'm faking it if....

Girl Talk: You know I'm faking it if....: You know I'm faking it if I say your too heavy, get off You know I'm faking it if I say "I've gotta go, I have a busy day tomorrow" Y...





Girl Talk: You think I'm jealous of you? You must be joking!...

Girl Talk: You think I'm jealous of you? You must be joking!...: Tweet Often times we women get extremely jealous of each other. Why do we do this? Shouldn't we all live by the rules of committed men ar...





You think I'm jealous of you? You must be joking!!!


Often times we women get extremely jealous of each other.  Why do we do this?  Shouldn't we all live by the rules of committed men are off limits, we look as good as we allow ourselves too, she is only more attractive than me only because I don't take the time to look the best I possibly can?
I can change my weight, hair color, clothes and teeth, so is it me that holds the key to attractiveness?   To an extent the truth lies in our personality.  Sexiness comes across in the way we carry ourselves.  Some of the most attractive men and women that I have encountered were not Barbie or Ken, but average people.  If we can gain that self confidence that allows us to know we are wonderful, sensitive, smart people, then the confidence we display will show our attractiveness.  I am not the size I want to be, however I can change that.  I do feel more secure, attractive and worthy than I did in my twenties.
I know what I want in a relationship, in the bedroom, and with my future.  I am not willing to settle.  So ladies,  let us not be jealous of each other,  own yourself, show your confidence and your strengths and the sexiness will be there.  If we take care of ourselves and believe that we are strong powerful women who can accomplish anything we set our minds to,  we will do it.  That my friend is sexiness to other people.  Let's celebrate our being able to live freely and grow to be the person we have within us. 

Cheers!!