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Today is the first day of my trying to regain sanity and loose the baggage. I struggle with weight issues and have for my entire life. If you've read my book "Not Small Enough", you all know the depth of my incredible pain and torture I was put through. So today I have decided to put aside all this baggage and get to the bottom of my eating emotions away. I am way too heavy at this current time in my life and I am ready to loose the baggage for good. If I can share with you all the struggles I suffer through daily, maybe I will win the war, battle by battle. In doing so, if just one person benefits from my blog, I will have been truly blessed. So here goes to gaining my self respect and dignity.
Today is day one, I am striving not to have any fast food. I will not allow myself to drink sweet tea which is my favorite drink, (I am southern you know). I will walk at least ten minutes and not complain. I will use my ipod to cover up the shouts of negative comments my head spout at me. I will not listen. I will walk to music, the one thing in my life that never lets me down. If I think about back sliding into the huge pit of self despair, I will write to you all and force myself to be accountable to you my readers. I will envision myself back to the size six I was a couple of years ago. I will have a happy ending to my next book because I will love myself and in return, I will find the love of my life. I will win this battle with my self esteem one blog at a time. Anyone care to join me on this journey?
Today is the first day of my trying to regain sanity and loose the baggage. I struggle with weight issues and have for my entire life. If you've read my book "Not Small Enough", you all know the depth of my incredible pain and torture I was put through. So today I have decided to put aside all this baggage and get to the bottom of my eating emotions away. I am way too heavy at this current time in my life and I am ready to loose the baggage for good. If I can share with you all the struggles I suffer through daily, maybe I will win the war, battle by battle. In doing so, if just one person benefits from my blog, I will have been truly blessed. So here goes to gaining my self respect and dignity.
Today is day one, I am striving not to have any fast food. I will not allow myself to drink sweet tea which is my favorite drink, (I am southern you know). I will walk at least ten minutes and not complain. I will use my ipod to cover up the shouts of negative comments my head spout at me. I will not listen. I will walk to music, the one thing in my life that never lets me down. If I think about back sliding into the huge pit of self despair, I will write to you all and force myself to be accountable to you my readers. I will envision myself back to the size six I was a couple of years ago. I will have a happy ending to my next book because I will love myself and in return, I will find the love of my life. I will win this battle with my self esteem one blog at a time. Anyone care to join me on this journey?
