Saturday, September 17, 2011

GET OVER YOURSELF, WHO CARES IF I HAVEN'T FIGURED OUT GUY ONE?



I am independent, healthy, and kind. Who cares if I haven't figured out guy number one. This doesn't mean I am not ready to date, it means I am trying to figure it all out. Maybe I will meet Mr. Right along the way. Maybe I won't resolve what's going on with guy number one. Maybe, Maybe, Maybe. These are all part of an a process in my learning about myself. Maybe guy number one isn't interested in me. Maybe after meeting someone new, I realize guy number one isn't anything but a friend. I don't know the answers to these questions. I do know I am dating occasionally. I do not like dating very much! How do you find out who you like if you don't go through this process. Why do we have to put limitations on each other. Why can't you just let me be me and work my way through this. Why does it have to be black or white? I live in a gray area. I like gray, in fact, I love gray. Why do I have to decide right now who is right for me. Can't I just breathe a little and enjoy the ride?