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"Not Small Enough" by Kerrie Kilburn
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tZr4XHlHP1c&feature=player_detailpage
"I am married. Did I mention I am married? I haven't even been kissed since I said my vows. I go for the lips yet again, only to be rebuffed. I cannot even begin to tell you what I feel. The pain is so intense, I am not sure I can survive. Todd turns to me and says the words that are forever engraved in my heart. He says so casually "Carmen darling, I love you so, however you know I am a famous figure and any woman I have been with has been pure perfection. If I wanted to have sex with you tonight, I couldn't, my dearest when you get to a size zero, we will make mad passionate love to each other." Did he really just say a size zero? AGAIN?????? I am skinny now. I cannot imagine myself any smaller. I was a 24. A size four is pure ecstasy for a previous chubby girl. I am so hurt but afraid to cry. I do not want him to know what he has done to me. Instead I imagine cutting off his penis and sending it gift wrapped to his mother. I want to badly physically hurt him. I want to annul this marriage. I want to eat cake. I want to shave the pencil thin mustache off his face. I want to tell him he looks older than he is. I want to leave and pick up a stranger. I want to call my best friend Keith who has made passionate love to me in the past.
"Not Small Enough" by Kerrie Kilburn
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tZr4XHlHP1c&feature=player_detailpage
"I am married. Did I mention I am married? I haven't even been kissed since I said my vows. I go for the lips yet again, only to be rebuffed. I cannot even begin to tell you what I feel. The pain is so intense, I am not sure I can survive. Todd turns to me and says the words that are forever engraved in my heart. He says so casually "Carmen darling, I love you so, however you know I am a famous figure and any woman I have been with has been pure perfection. If I wanted to have sex with you tonight, I couldn't, my dearest when you get to a size zero, we will make mad passionate love to each other." Did he really just say a size zero? AGAIN?????? I am skinny now. I cannot imagine myself any smaller. I was a 24. A size four is pure ecstasy for a previous chubby girl. I am so hurt but afraid to cry. I do not want him to know what he has done to me. Instead I imagine cutting off his penis and sending it gift wrapped to his mother. I want to badly physically hurt him. I want to annul this marriage. I want to eat cake. I want to shave the pencil thin mustache off his face. I want to tell him he looks older than he is. I want to leave and pick up a stranger. I want to call my best friend Keith who has made passionate love to me in the past.
