Girl Talk: GIVE UP THE FAST FOOD, LIFE HERE I COME
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Monday, April 30, 2012
Girl Talk: GIVE UP THE FAST FOOD, LIFE HERE I COME
Girl Talk: GIVE UP THE FAST FOOD, LIFE HERE I COME: I Tweet Today is the first day of my trying to regain sanity and loose the baggage. I struggle with weight issues and have for my entire...
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Today is the first day of my trying to regain sanity and loose the baggage. I struggle with weight issues and have for my entire life. If you've read my book "Not Small Enough", you all know the depth of my incredible pain and torture I was put through. So today I have decided to put aside all this baggage and get to the bottom of my eating emotions away. I am way too heavy at this current time in my life and I am ready to loose the baggage for good. If I can share with you all the struggles I suffer through daily, maybe I will win the war, battle by battle. In doing so, if just one person benefits from my blog, I will have been truly blessed. So here goes to gaining my self respect and dignity.
Today is day one, I am striving not to have any fast food. I will not allow myself to drink sweet tea which is my favorite drink, (I am southern you know). I will walk at least ten minutes and not complain. I will use my ipod to cover up the shouts of negative comments my head spout at me. I will not listen. I will walk to music, the one thing in my life that never lets me down. If I think about back sliding into the huge pit of self despair, I will write to you all and force myself to be accountable to you my readers. I will envision myself back to the size six I was a couple of years ago. I will have a happy ending to my next book because I will love myself and in return, I will find the love of my life. I will win this battle with my self esteem one blog at a time. Anyone care to join me on this journey?
Today is the first day of my trying to regain sanity and loose the baggage. I struggle with weight issues and have for my entire life. If you've read my book "Not Small Enough", you all know the depth of my incredible pain and torture I was put through. So today I have decided to put aside all this baggage and get to the bottom of my eating emotions away. I am way too heavy at this current time in my life and I am ready to loose the baggage for good. If I can share with you all the struggles I suffer through daily, maybe I will win the war, battle by battle. In doing so, if just one person benefits from my blog, I will have been truly blessed. So here goes to gaining my self respect and dignity.
Today is day one, I am striving not to have any fast food. I will not allow myself to drink sweet tea which is my favorite drink, (I am southern you know). I will walk at least ten minutes and not complain. I will use my ipod to cover up the shouts of negative comments my head spout at me. I will not listen. I will walk to music, the one thing in my life that never lets me down. If I think about back sliding into the huge pit of self despair, I will write to you all and force myself to be accountable to you my readers. I will envision myself back to the size six I was a couple of years ago. I will have a happy ending to my next book because I will love myself and in return, I will find the love of my life. I will win this battle with my self esteem one blog at a time. Anyone care to join me on this journey?
Saturday, April 28, 2012
Girl Talk: Lose the ballerina flats, put on the Jimmy Choo's!...
Girl Talk: Lose the ballerina flats, put on the Jimmy Choo's!...: Tweet Her Talk I love a good pair of stillettos, however everytime you get the AMEX bill you freak out. So you say you want me to look...
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Lose the ballerina flats, put on the Jimmy Choo's!!!!!
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I love a good pair of stillettos, however everytime you get the AMEX bill you freak out. So you say you want me to look great but you hate spending our money for those Jimmy Choos. You don't have a problem dropping a couple thousand dollars on a new hunting rifle. You sure don't mind going out on the town when I am dressed to kill. So honey, make up your mind. Do you like the look enough to over compensate for the $2500 AMEX bill?
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Don't you know that shoes make the outfit? You went through all the trouble to dress so sexy, now your gonna put out the flames with them ballerina slippers. I mean sexy is the shoes. The high ones hot, the thigh highs are super hot, the cowboy boots and blue jean shorts, bad ass. I even like when you wear Jimmy's shoes. I'm guessing he must be some kind of transformer or cross dresser but his taste in shoes is impeccable. So go ahead and wear Jimmy's shoes cause their bad ass. Let's hope he doesn't come looking for them.
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I love a good pair of stillettos, however everytime you get the AMEX bill you freak out. So you say you want me to look great but you hate spending our money for those Jimmy Choos. You don't have a problem dropping a couple thousand dollars on a new hunting rifle. You sure don't mind going out on the town when I am dressed to kill. So honey, make up your mind. Do you like the look enough to over compensate for the $2500 AMEX bill?
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Don't you know that shoes make the outfit? You went through all the trouble to dress so sexy, now your gonna put out the flames with them ballerina slippers. I mean sexy is the shoes. The high ones hot, the thigh highs are super hot, the cowboy boots and blue jean shorts, bad ass. I even like when you wear Jimmy's shoes. I'm guessing he must be some kind of transformer or cross dresser but his taste in shoes is impeccable. So go ahead and wear Jimmy's shoes cause their bad ass. Let's hope he doesn't come looking for them.
Thursday, April 26, 2012
Girl Talk: "NOT SMALL ENOUGH"
Girl Talk: "NOT SMALL ENOUGH": www.girltalkfortystyle.com "Not Small Enough" by Kerrie Kilburn http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tZr4XHlHP1c&feature=player_detailpage ...
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"Not Small Enough" by Kerrie Kilburn
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tZr4XHlHP1c&feature=player_detailpage
"I am married. Did I mention I am married? I haven't even been kissed since I said my vows. I go for the lips yet again, only to be rebuffed. I cannot even begin to tell you what I feel. The pain is so intense, I am not sure I can survive. Todd turns to me and says the words that are forever engraved in my heart. He says so casually "Carmen darling, I love you so, however you know I am a famous figure and any woman I have been with has been pure perfection. If I wanted to have sex with you tonight, I couldn't, my dearest when you get to a size zero, we will make mad passionate love to each other." Did he really just say a size zero? AGAIN?????? I am skinny now. I cannot imagine myself any smaller. I was a 24. A size four is pure ecstasy for a previous chubby girl. I am so hurt but afraid to cry. I do not want him to know what he has done to me. Instead I imagine cutting off his penis and sending it gift wrapped to his mother. I want to badly physically hurt him. I want to annul this marriage. I want to eat cake. I want to shave the pencil thin mustache off his face. I want to tell him he looks older than he is. I want to leave and pick up a stranger. I want to call my best friend Keith who has made passionate love to me in the past.
"Not Small Enough" by Kerrie Kilburn
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tZr4XHlHP1c&feature=player_detailpage
"I am married. Did I mention I am married? I haven't even been kissed since I said my vows. I go for the lips yet again, only to be rebuffed. I cannot even begin to tell you what I feel. The pain is so intense, I am not sure I can survive. Todd turns to me and says the words that are forever engraved in my heart. He says so casually "Carmen darling, I love you so, however you know I am a famous figure and any woman I have been with has been pure perfection. If I wanted to have sex with you tonight, I couldn't, my dearest when you get to a size zero, we will make mad passionate love to each other." Did he really just say a size zero? AGAIN?????? I am skinny now. I cannot imagine myself any smaller. I was a 24. A size four is pure ecstasy for a previous chubby girl. I am so hurt but afraid to cry. I do not want him to know what he has done to me. Instead I imagine cutting off his penis and sending it gift wrapped to his mother. I want to badly physically hurt him. I want to annul this marriage. I want to eat cake. I want to shave the pencil thin mustache off his face. I want to tell him he looks older than he is. I want to leave and pick up a stranger. I want to call my best friend Keith who has made passionate love to me in the past.
Monday, April 16, 2012
Teenagers, teenagers, teenagers
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I had a wonderful week with my son who was home visiting during his spring break. I spent most of the week with him and his twin sister. We had an amazing time and I look forward to all three kids home for summer break. With that being said, I cannot believe the amount of dirty laundry, piles of their stuff lying around, nor the constant parade of friends stopping by. I have never laughed so hard, cried at his going back or bought so much food. I can tell you they eat massive amounts of food and I cannot possibly explain where it all goes. I also was left to care for their dogs while they camped wih their friends. During the week, one dog rolled in something that smelled like sewage, caught a cold from his outside cold water bath. Had a huge bowel movement right at the patio door. While cleaning up the poop, I got sick and threw up all over the huge pile, trying to run to the bathroom, I slipped in the mess and fell right on top of it. I crushed my elbow and can still feel the Bruising and pain a week later. On Saturday, Both dogs ran away and I found them playing on a busy street as cars were flying by. I got my daughters dog into my car while my sons dog laid down on the road and refused to move. I had to pick him up which was not an easy task, and put him in my car. I was left with limbs , dirt and dog hair all over me. I'm sure I should have set better boundaries with the twins but I didn't. I wanted th to enjoy their time together and to have some freedom to enjoy their friends. As we all know, becoming a self supporting adult happens way to quickly, leaving us to remember our college days and all the fun we had being nineteen. I wouldn't change a thing about this week except maybe making it last longer.
I had a wonderful week with my son who was home visiting during his spring break. I spent most of the week with him and his twin sister. We had an amazing time and I look forward to all three kids home for summer break. With that being said, I cannot believe the amount of dirty laundry, piles of their stuff lying around, nor the constant parade of friends stopping by. I have never laughed so hard, cried at his going back or bought so much food. I can tell you they eat massive amounts of food and I cannot possibly explain where it all goes. I also was left to care for their dogs while they camped wih their friends. During the week, one dog rolled in something that smelled like sewage, caught a cold from his outside cold water bath. Had a huge bowel movement right at the patio door. While cleaning up the poop, I got sick and threw up all over the huge pile, trying to run to the bathroom, I slipped in the mess and fell right on top of it. I crushed my elbow and can still feel the Bruising and pain a week later. On Saturday, Both dogs ran away and I found them playing on a busy street as cars were flying by. I got my daughters dog into my car while my sons dog laid down on the road and refused to move. I had to pick him up which was not an easy task, and put him in my car. I was left with limbs , dirt and dog hair all over me. I'm sure I should have set better boundaries with the twins but I didn't. I wanted th to enjoy their time together and to have some freedom to enjoy their friends. As we all know, becoming a self supporting adult happens way to quickly, leaving us to remember our college days and all the fun we had being nineteen. I wouldn't change a thing about this week except maybe making it last longer.
Monday, April 2, 2012
Girl Talk: Is your partner bad in bed???? What to do!!
Girl Talk: Is your partner bad in bed???? What to do!!: Tweet Her Talk Okay girls so your with a guy who is your soul mate, however, he is terrible in bed, what do you do? I believe you sho...
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Okay girls so your with a guy who is your soul mate, however, he is terrible in bed, what do you do? I believe you should tell him or even better, show him how to take you over the edge and into orbit. Who wants to go through life with a less than good intimate relationship. If my guy isn't getting me to the finish line, I'll for sure try to be a little more saucy in the bedroom. If it takes lingerie, more stimulation, yes girls you know exactly what I mean, or a session on technique, we should all work hard to get the mind blowing orgasms we love so much. Being in a relationship that isn't sexually satisfying is so disappointing and can actually cause other issues with the two of you. It's kinda like having cake without any icing. So express yourself and get what you want. Never settle for anything less than great sex.
His Talk
I like to think I'm good in bed but to some I may have been down right boring. I'm sure I didn't get the job done every time but we did start at the same time. I like to please my gal so I am willing to listen and learn. If your smart, you'll listen too. Now if my partner is no good, I am sure I can probably fix that. I mean I get mine almost every time so what the hell is wrong with her? The only thing that really slows me down or makes my partner that isn't good is usually an issue I hate to address. I just can't handle a lady being ripe. I like a banana ripe but not my woman. I am no coon dog and I don't need a sent trail to get me to the dance. I have yet to come up with a nice way to mention this. If there is a way, please let me know.
Her Talk
Tell your girl to eat more fruit and less red meat and sugar.
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Okay girls so your with a guy who is your soul mate, however, he is terrible in bed, what do you do? I believe you should tell him or even better, show him how to take you over the edge and into orbit. Who wants to go through life with a less than good intimate relationship. If my guy isn't getting me to the finish line, I'll for sure try to be a little more saucy in the bedroom. If it takes lingerie, more stimulation, yes girls you know exactly what I mean, or a session on technique, we should all work hard to get the mind blowing orgasms we love so much. Being in a relationship that isn't sexually satisfying is so disappointing and can actually cause other issues with the two of you. It's kinda like having cake without any icing. So express yourself and get what you want. Never settle for anything less than great sex.
His Talk
I like to think I'm good in bed but to some I may have been down right boring. I'm sure I didn't get the job done every time but we did start at the same time. I like to please my gal so I am willing to listen and learn. If your smart, you'll listen too. Now if my partner is no good, I am sure I can probably fix that. I mean I get mine almost every time so what the hell is wrong with her? The only thing that really slows me down or makes my partner that isn't good is usually an issue I hate to address. I just can't handle a lady being ripe. I like a banana ripe but not my woman. I am no coon dog and I don't need a sent trail to get me to the dance. I have yet to come up with a nice way to mention this. If there is a way, please let me know.
Her Talk
Tell your girl to eat more fruit and less red meat and sugar.