Okay so a very confusing conversation between me and my buddy. I'm gonna start calling him buddy in my post as you all will know who I am talking about. Buddy says to me a while back, "you've got big boobs, great skin, and your damn good looking. I bet you get asked out a lot." My reply was "sometimes". What I should have said was, if I am so great, why aren't you asking me out? Or I could have said yes I am pretty fabulous, what's your problem in not recognizing that I'm a catch? Instead I get quite waiting on his follow up to my "sometimes". Of course the conversation ends with that topic and moves on to another one of our many daily discussions. This conversation happened a couple of months ago, after we had gone out to a very fun night. I think about this conversation and wonder why he doesn't ask me out, why he said what he did, and is he the problem here or is it something I did to steer him in a friendship instead of a relationship? I don't think I will ever know the answer to this question and I have given up any hope of trying to read Buddy's mind. I would love to enter his mind for a couple of hours just to see what he is thinking. We have so much fun together and of course there is chemistry so why not ask me out? To my defense, I tell myself it's because I am so strong and into my career, I'm very tall, and I am very smart, traits that often scare men away. Why is it men do get intimidated by us women who are bigger than life? I look so forward to meeting someone that can take the whole package, arrogance and all, embrace it, love it and enjoy the ride that goes along with Kerrie's craziness. I know somewhere out there a man that fits this personality does exist. Just please hurry up and find me!